"I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has."
"i’m gonna study now" is my most used lie ever
when your friends are talking about stuff you don’t understand but you still want to be part of the conversation
“man i am so tired” stays up for 3 more hours doing absolutely nothing
"I’m afraid I’ll never finish college. I’m afraid I’ll finish college with student loans I can never pay back. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree and won’t be able to find a job in that field. I’m afraid I’ll get a degree, get the job I dreamed of, and hate it."
- A Mental Illness Happy Hour
listener whose list of fears matches mine four for four. Glad I’m not the only one.
theres a part of me that wants to go out and party and experience new things but then theres another part of me that just wants to stay home in bed and listen to music and eat noodles